Stay Away- Rooney

and i'm gonna keep listening to rooney until i get utterly sick and tired of them, because then i can convince myself that i'm just not good enough for you.

only it's hard to get sick of rooney.

Stay away from me tonight
I've made other plans
And you'll just be distracting me
In a good way

She doesn't know
That I love her
Yes, I love her

some things you have to keep to yourself, and for some people you cannot let your emotions flourish.

hmm yes. my ingenious 'single until 50' plan is going well. only about 33 more years to go. then i'll go to the world's best matchmaking agency, find a rich balding husband and adopt cambodian kids.

yesterday's anti-halloween party was friggin' crowded. C-R-O-W-D-E-D.
almost all the girls were underaged. actually almost everybody was underaged. some people left because they couldn't find IDs. haha.
and yes, there was a raid. pretty much expected it la, considering it was halloween night. i doubt people got arrested though.
there was a fight too, but i was too short and didn't catch anything. i did see one of those guys that were chased out though. he shoved his girlfriend really hard. what an ass.
then there was the french kiss auction. one of the girls who went up quite poor thing. some guys were like, "20 cents! 20 cents!" when it was her turn.

i had a good time with my girlfriends, although we kept getting separated, and goodness there were SO many guys. quite irritating cuz you get surrounded wherever you go. there were enough guys to form a different circle around the 5 of us every like, 5 steps. gee.

and val! i didn't really get to dance with you!

you know, i'm starting to think that this lifestyle isn't really for me.
i don't think i want to club anymore.
it's not that i'm tired or washed up or anything.
i just realised how meaningless it can be sometimes, especially if your close friends don't really enjoy it like you do. it's the company that matters.

I blogged @ 9:48 PM